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Archive for February, 2010
Confessions.
1. I dont really know what makes a hipster.
2.Im not in touch with my emotions
3. I do things that i know will upset me and i dont know why i do them.
4. When im talking im actually self concious that people are laughing AT me and not WITH me.
5.When im happy i dont realise it but i realise it when im not happy.
6.I want to be in love.
7. I hate being in love because it makes everything difficult.
8.My ex boyfriend text me and i dont know how he got my number and i dont want to be his friend.
9.Im nervous about what i did this weekend.
10. I miss my best friend so much i dreamt about her last night 😦
11.I left my pants at a boys house by accident and im scared when hes gonna find them.
Lovely weekend.
Went to sheffield this weekend and went to a night called Frozac, which was awesome. Although my friends kept disappearing but that gave me the chance to meet some lovely people, i didnt actually buy one drink in there hah i just kept getting handed them, which probally isnt the savest way to go about things but i was brassic.
A lovely boy was helping run the night and I’d met him once before (and he tried to kiss me but i wasnt in the right situation to be kissing people) but id seen him around a lot before. I ended up spending most of the weekend with him which i wasnt complaining about, Id always thought he was totally out of my league but aparently not, he said the sweetest things to me and actually made me feel about a million dollaass (apart from when i was hungover and felt like a poop), i cant wait to see where this is going to go, he’s suggested some things but i dont want to put pressure on it yet. I cant wait to see him again. Its annoying that he lives so far away and i ave to go work in scotland this summer 😦 thats why i cant really get into anything at the moment. ohhh well we’ll see.
cakes CAKES CaKeSSSSSSSSSzzzz
I’ve got them coming out of my ears!!! ive made ALOT! i wanted to take a picture of them all at the end but im going away to good ol’ sheffers.
Going to a music thing, world music, oh im so cultured!
He’s organised it. mmmmm pretty, i hope he wont be too busy all night cos i wanna have a dance or whatev. We’re compatible according to dan dan, which is always nice to know.
Right im gonna go have some chair and a little sit, bored of cakes now. Ive made 16 today so i think i deserve a break
I love leftovers.
i just made a meal for 2 out of all leftovers:
2 naan breads
chedder
pork leftover from roast
chicken leftover from the week
2 slices of bacon
tomato puree
what did i make? yummy pizza woop.
I HEART LEFTOVERS.
Im not answering that damn phone.
because..well just because.
I talked to my friend last night that i thought id made a mess of our frendship and he seems ok with me, but you never can tell with that one. I dont want to fall out with him as i cherish our friendship so much i really enjoy spending time with him, i need to stop getting drunk around him though 😦 its ok if he’s drinking too but if hes getting stoned i have to drink because i get bored otherwise.
I also need to learn how to know when im over staying my welcome. Ive been getting better of late but…i dunno maybe im just a bit para.
Maybe we should only hang out in the day then i wouldnt get drunk and shout at him 😦
We once had an amazing time in london together and we went to leamington a few months ago and it was the most pointless trip but it was funnnn. I miss our good times together and want them back 😦
Valentines day: Conclusion
So it was the usual boring day 😦
I was ment to see a friend but as usual boys are shit. Why organise to go out when your just going to bail?? REDDICK! I could have organised to do something else with friends. I honestly dont mind if you bail just let me know so i can do something else.
I seem to be falling out with all my male friends at the moment…is it time for lesbianism now?
Anyways i did my make-up all nice for nothing.
On a brighter note im making cakes for about 1000 hungry bikers on sunday and ive only got a week to make them all, do you know how much they eat??? Itsa a challenge, should be fun.
Ta Ra
Chinese new year.
Because Chinese new year signifies spring and is celebrated just after the first harvest, im planting some chillies and some herbs (basil, coriander and chives).
Im the year of the dragon(1988)! so this is ment to be me:
Dragons symbolize such character traits as dominance and ambition. Dragons prefer to live by their own rules and if left on their own, are usually successful. They’re driven, unafraid of challenges, and willing to take risks. They’re passionate in all they do and they do things in grand fashion. Unfortunately, this passion and enthusiasm can leave Dragons feeling exhausted and interestingly, unfulfilled.
While Dragons frequently help others, rarely will they ask for help. Others are attracted to Dragons, especially their colorful personalities, but deep down, Dragons prefer to be alone. Perhaps that is because they’re most successful when working alone. Their preference to be alone can come across as arrogance or conceitedness, but these qualities aren’t applicable. Dragons have tempers that can flare fast!
Health
Considering their hard-working nature, Dragons are healthy overall. They do get stressed and suffer from periodic tension/headaches, likely because they take so many risks. Dragons could benefit from incorporating mild activity into their lives. Yoga or walking would be good as these activities can work both their minds and their bodies.
Career
Dragons prefer leading to being led. Jobs that allow them to express their creativity are good choices. Some good careers include: inventor, manager, computer analyst, lawyer, engineer, architect, broker, and sales person.
Relationships
Dragons will give into love, but won’t give up their independence. Because they have quick, sometimes vengeful tempers, their partners need to be tough-skinned. Dragons enjoy others who are intriguing, and when they find the right partners, they’ll usually commit to that person for life.
Earth Dragons – Years 1928 and 1988
More rooted in the ground, Earth Dragons make better decisions because they act more rationally. Earth Dragons are level-headed and able to control their behaviors. They’re more supportive of others, but they prefer being admired by others.
Well the “others are attrcted to dragons” bit isnt true and the careers bit isnt true but i guess the whole relationship bit is true in my case.
All a load of shit though really isnt it.
Valentines day.
Im not sure why people find this day so depressing, i never really think about it, i dont think ive ever had a valentines…apart from some guy from cov that bought me a jack skeleton model. romantic bastard.
I just use the day for an excuse usually to make someones day a bit better by sending a card and letting them know that i love them 🙂 or this year for example im meeting up with an old friend that i havent seen for probally over a year (even though hes a bastard and nearly killed me). BUTTTT i usually have fun on valentines and go out with friend or have a night in infront of the telebox.
I did make some lovely cupcakes though yum yum
Here are some fun facts about valentines that maybe you didnt know before.
1. In the two week period leading up to Valentine’s Day, American sales of gold jewelry lead to 34 million metric tons of waste.
2. The vast majority of roses sold for Valentine’s Day in the U.S. are imported from South America, wasting fossil fuels.
3. Valentine’s Day traces its roots to an ancient pagan holiday called Lupercalia, in which men stripped naked, grabbed whips, and spanked young women in hopes of increasing their fertility.
4. The Christian martyr St. Valentine was beheaded on February 14 for performing marriages in secret.
5. Research suggests that 75 percent of suicide attempts are attributable to relationship problems.
6. 46 percent of Americans will exchange Valentine’s Day candy.
7. 67 percent of Americans are overweight or obese.
8. Even if you’re really, really in love right now, you’re still going to die eventually
Random Thoughts of a bored British youth. 